Getting Paid

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Summer was cool, but now it's back to reality. Stupid tenth grade. I HATE school. Hate. Hate. Hate. HATE IT. And this stupid "displaced bone" in my hand is killing me. I can't write, which means I get bored easily which means I get distracted and I don't pay attention and teachers get PISSED.

Denny's back home from spending a bit of time at the vet's office, and he's on crazy pills. Leo might also need to be put on them. But the pills are only temporary, apparantly, and they will be taken off of it after three months. All right, not so bad.

Can't ride with stupid cast on hand. NOT happy about that at all.

Cut my hair. 10 inches. It be shoooooooort.

Conservation club might pass. Excited.

Going to Hawaii in February. Five more months, baby!


On another good note, I am now getting paid for my volunteer work at the office. This is good in many ways.
1.) Helps me pay for Hawaii so we don't go bankrupt
2.) I don't have to get a real job at some stupid place.
3.) I can afford ballet classes. Yes, ballet, new interest. Yay!
4.) Helps me pay for stuff I want, when I want it.

Can't wait for tomorrow's first payment. Am very excited. Will get back to blogging on-and-off when I can!

Much love,
xBrooke

Long Time No Chat!

Well, it's been a while hasn't it. And quite a lot has been going on.

Denny Crane is now acclimated and will come out on his own, even though he is still very tentative. He is one year old.

Leo is one years old and 15 pounds! And in no way, shape or form is he overweight!

Lily is on a diet XD

Ginger is perfect X3

Cloud and me are doing really well! Check it out::


School is ALMOST OVER. Last day is Monday, and then we've got a week of finals. Oh well, it will be over before I know it!

♥

Better Day

Well last night was interesting. At 3:15 in the AM I wake up and I’m like “where am I?” (as I was sleeping in my parents’ room next to the vanity) and I hear this high pitched, soft ‘meow’. So I go over to the opening between the wall and the back of the vanity and see Denny just staring at me. Leo went behind him and started hitting him on the back, and soon Denny was out. I brought him in the bathroom to use the cat genie and we played in the bathroom. But then Leo led him out of the bathroom and he went back under the vanity. So I just relocated back to next to the vanity and fell asleep.

Then this morning(later) I went for my lease with Cloud. It was good, although I still had a bit of an attitude (go figure) with Millie for like, no apparent reason. Like I said, go figure. But it was good all-in-all.

When I got home I got Denny out from under the vanity and set him up in the bathroom with food, water and an actual litter box. He’s basically been chillin all day. He’s pretty cool with Lily now and everything, and he’s presently hiding under my bed, probably asleep. All around much better day, but hey, it’s only 2:42 in the PM. Well, I gotta go do some homework.
Lata!
XBrooke

Worst Day Ever

Today had to be one of the worst days of my life. And I mean worst. It started off with a terrible riding lesson. The ring was crowded, Cloud was being a bit picky and I was just completely terrible. I couldn’t keep my hands up, I couldn’t sit back and my jumping was just off completely. Millie and I were at wit’s end with each other and I felt like I just couldn’t stand her, my temper was so short. I kept thinking about how she treats me and how she treats Amy and I just got so mad. And when I get mad, I get frustrated. And when I get frustrated, I get tense. And when I get tense, Cloud gets tense and we start to fight each other. So that ended and I was like “blegh”.

Then, I went to the vet’s, expecting to have a much better time. But nooooo. There’s this new girl, Michelle, and she’s a Tech-in-Training, which means I get put on the back burner. I mean, I understand the concept. She’s working there and I’m just a volunteer. Of course she’s going to come first. They’re paying her and they need to be paying someone who’s actually doing work, not just helping out when she(I) can. So at the start of the day, I’m like “okay, this works, I’ll deal”. But as the day progresses I get to do all of like zilch work except for fetching Dr. M’s stethoscope. I held two dogs and they were at the same time. She got to help him take blood and restrain like, everything else. And just last night Doc was all like (to meh dad) “we’ve got to get her restraining more animals” and “next time she sees surgery, she should ask to take blood”. Well, guess not. I hate being so jealous, but it felt good when I was “his little prodigy”(as a receptionist coined it) and “Yawny”(as Doc coined it), but now I’m just ‘kid” or “Brooke”. Like I said, I understand that he has to put me on the back burner for a little while but it’s still kind of disappointing since I’ve only been working there for five days, today being my fifth. So I’m actually considering if I should take a step back. That way he can train Michelle, I can focus on my school work and be back there on my school breaks and stuff. But I dunno yet.

So onto Freddy/Denny. I bring him home and bring him straight to the cat genie. Then I bring him out to meet Lily and she scares the crap outta him and he hides under a dresser. He’s STILL there, hiding. So I guess he’s going back to the vet’s on Monday. Hopefully I’ll be able either to talk to Doc or just say that I have like five tests this week and say I can’t come in or whatever. Like I said, I really don’t know.

And the worst part about it is that now I’m like crying for no reason because I’m upset or jealous or whatever about Michelle and I feel so incredibly stupid because it’s a stupid thing to be crying over it. I guess I liked being the new girl that got, not babied, but everyone liked to help out or work with. Go figure. I sound so conceited and I know it, but I can’t help it. I wasn’t planning for someone that he had to train to come in so quickly and completely destroy my chances of learning anything ahead of her, because she is…how did Doc put it? Oh yeah, how could I forget? “Held to higher standards”.

Whatever.
xBrooke

I MADE A VIDEO {{AND HAVE MUSE!}}

In honor of Cloud and my two year anniversary together, I put together this little video:


I also got muse for a story! And it doesn't involve horses, so I'm so proud of myself. Actually...it involves dolphins and surfing. Wierd, right?

Kiera the Angry Cookie

This is a story written in dedication to one of my bffls, Kiera, who offered to beat the crap outta Kyle for me ^-^. Luv her much.

Kiera the Angry Cookie
Written and illistrated by me, Brooke
Story idea by Scott



Once upon a time there was a cookie named Kiera. She was a very happy cookie. She rode cookie horses and hung out with her other cookie friends.




But one day, an evil hispanic cookie was a big meanie to Kiera's BFFL Brooke. Thus Kiera became a very angry cookie.



So she snapped the evil hispasian cookie in half.



And then everyone in Cookie Land was happy once more.

Broke things off

I broke things off with Kyle because...
He said that he loved me. He doesn't know me!
He wanted me to put him before riding!
He was all like 'I want you so bad' and before he said he wanted to take it slow.
He texted me at THREE A.M to ask if I was awake. I wanted to find him and push him out a window.

And now he's being a macho jerk and saying that he was going to break it off anyway. Asshat.